RJ Hikaru 火星人之光

今天忽然想起了「姊姊的守護者」這部片

當然，還有最令人動容的一段插曲…

Feels like home to me
Feels like home to me
Feels like I'm all the way back where I come from～～

 Feels like home to me
Feels like home to me
Feels like I'm All the way back where I belong～～

在這段配樂的戲裡，爸爸不顧媽媽的反對，在醫生默許下，偷帶癌末的大女兒到她一直很想去的海邊

也許是歷經折磨的長日將盡，也許是對虛弱心靈的極度不捨

那是一個充滿和煦冬陽的北美海邊，浪不大、風不寒，講話卻吐得出水蒸氣
(讓我想起了冬天溫哥華的English Bay)

橙色的光線映落在空氣中，像是上帝正在撫慰這堅強的一家人和他們所企仰的最後奇蹟

不過…奇蹟並未發生

短短的二段歌詞，寫出生命終章離去時的豁達了然

也唱出漫漫人生的最後歸屬

每個人在面對死亡時，究竟還能保有多少為生命呼喊的權力

或是將它交回賦予自己一切的父母親

什麼才是最好？

繼續接受化學療劑在體內隨著血液流竄，透過心跳的脈動一下下、一股股地刺向身體的每一個角落

製造超越極限的痛苦和永無止境的精神打擊，已無力再戰時...仍繼續被推上火線

或者…

人應該擁有為自己決定要走向哪裡的最終機會

我想，這應該是永遠也不會停止的爭辯

(歌詞全文)

Feels Like Home

Edwina Hayes (Pour Me a Drink)

Something in your eyes makes me want to lose myself

Makes me want to lose myself in your arms

There's something in your voice makes my heart beat fast

Hope this feeling lasts the rest of my life

If you knew how lonely my life has been

And how long I've been so alone

If you knew how I wanted someone to come along

And change my life the way you've done

Feels like home to me

Feels like home to me

Feels like I'm all the way back where I come from

Feels like home to me

Feels like home to me

Feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

A window breaks down a long dark street

And a siren wails in the night

But I'm alright cause I have you here with me

And I can almost see through the dark there's light

If you knew how much this moment means to me

And how long I've waited for your touch

If you knew how happy you are making me

I've never thought I'd love anyone so much

Feels like home to me

Feels like home to me

Feels like I'm all the way back where I come from

Feels like home to me

Feels like home to me

Feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

Feels like I'm all the way back where I belong